I bought a couch today sight unseen. And, now I’m kind of freaking out about it. I’m the worst.
I’m sick and now am developing earaches/ear infections. Both sides. Pretty miserable and have been able to do nothing since Thursday, I’ve got two more days til Jordan is gone for four nights and moms birthday and I feel like there’s no way I can even begin to handle that. Dishes are piled to the ceiling, laundry is everywhere, kids are half sick and bored. I’m gonna eat an icecream sandwich.
For like the 10th night in a row I can’t sleep. My back aches and I can’t stop thinking about my grandpa. He’s in the hospital and things look bleak. I don’t know what to do so I just keep laying here, waiting for a very sad phone call..
There’s is this one mom on insta I follow because I can’t look away. She currently pregnant with her second and at 39 weeks decided to try and make the baby come. It’s irritating me so much. Don’t you fuckers get it?! It’s not about when you want it. You’re not even overdue! So many idiots. Also she posts multiple photos DAILY of her maternity shoot. I don’t think I’ve ever know anyone so full of themselves. I forgot that having a baby was about what you can exploit on Instagram.
I had the worst day of arguing and then we went out to Bobby’s burger palace and ate so ridiculously much food. I want to barf. Barfffff.
One of those days where you’re the worst parent in the world and you want to crawl into a hole and die.
Time change mind fuck
Listening to Jordan try to pronounce French words is THE BEST. He tries so hard. so hard but it comes out so managed and half spanish. Even the easy words 😂😂😂😂😂
Jordan rescued me and took the girls out tonight, got me frozen yogurt and some groceries and stayed gone until bedtime. It was freakin awesome. I ate my froyo dinner, watched a movie with Ryan gosling and Emma stone and drank wine. It was the best. I love them all so much now. Everything seems way cuter now too. I asked poppy of she missed me and she said “yes miss momma” and I asked her whose hand was bigger and she said “my hand small momma” and I melted.