Listening to Jordan try to pronounce French words is THE BEST. He tries so hard. so hard but it comes out so managed and half spanish. Even the easy words 😂😂😂😂😂
Jordan rescued me and took the girls out tonight, got me frozen yogurt and some groceries and stayed gone until bedtime. It was freakin awesome. I ate my froyo dinner, watched a movie with Ryan gosling and Emma stone and drank wine. It was the best. I love them all so much now. Everything seems way cuter now too. I asked poppy of she missed me and she said “yes miss momma” and I asked her whose hand was bigger and she said “my hand small momma” and I melted.
Shit day shit day shit day
The crying. Will not stop.
There some pretty hellacious pain and mood swings going on and I just got upset and cut open the carpet on the stairs to see what’s underneath. Bc we’re nowhere near ready to tackle another project and I just like to ruin things and leave them like that so I can feel worse every time I pass it. Fuck me.